Soul-Self Entry, 1st Energetic Developmental Stage

When I was first introduced to the 13 Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans four years ago, I thought “Where would I find the time to fit one more thing in?” That all changed after I experienced the difference the 1^st Stage made: the 15 minutes a day it took to listen to the download was more than worth it. I haven’t stopped since.  Here is a journal entry from the first time I entered the Soul-Self Entry stage in December 2011.

There is a calm sense of holding onto myself - even in the midst of turmoil - a staying with my core self that has been missing.   In the first few weeks of this cycle I’ve had experiences of staying in flow, grounded, connected to myself, to the containers of the star forms and their energy. I’ve experienced staying steady - moving through long lists of daily tasks - a connection to what is deep within, that exists beyond words.   Essence.  Soul essence.  Amazing. Really. Step by step, moving forward, not being overwhelmed - my thoughts, movements and actions emerging out of connection to self.  A quiet satisfaction, a non-exuberant happiness.  An ability to handle things that my children or family do that might normally pull me out of myself, my connection.  But no, this time I stay put, in the face of provocation.  I’ve wanted this for so long.  After so many decades of different meditation practices, I never thought I could have it.  It’s like entering another way of experiencing life, another way of living, and yet everything around me stays the same.  I get images of us, humans - our soul essence entering the body through which these energies flow, allowing connections and communication across space and time.”

I did not understand so much of what I experienced or what was said that first time through the stage.  Yet, I knew with certainty a few things. Energetic development through the 13 stages was unlike anything else I had known.  No other practice had begun processes in me that continued to cascade over months and years after, where the changes didn’t fade over time but rather rooted more solidly within.      

Thank you for reading and being a part of this journey.    Abbe Grossman