Stage 5: Seeds of Passion and Position

Hello Everyone,

I want to begin this writing reflecting back on the the year and half that I've been doing the stages and gaining my energetic development.  I may be repeating myself from previous blogs however I want to emphasize how powerful and life saving the stages are.  There is no fixing ourselves, no self improvement, there is only becoming whole/complete and waking up to who we are, communicating, being in releationship with what is, sensing the truth, knowing what is real and what is not.   How do you accomplish this . . . by doing the 13 stages.  The benefits are endless.

I listened to Day 1 of Stage 5 which focuses on preparing us to know our passion and heart's desire and clearing out what is false. I came into a deep knowing that doing this work and dedicating my life to making this information known and available to humanity is my heart's desire.  Since I started searching for the truth over 25 years ago I wasn't surprised that is has been a driving passion from an early age.  We all have a passion deep within us.  Our heart yearn's for our energetic development and it is our birth right.  Day 1 made me feel strong, capable, and excited to continue to grow in my development and help others do the same.

In Reflective Relationship,

Colleen

Awaken Cycle 02

Day#24  Inward soul essence path in relationship to human field.
Fire energy of Sagittarius fuels us on this day to hold onto our soul essence as we face the human field.  Feeling a strong sense of support from the Star form, energy of Sagittarius, as I am connected deeply to my soul essence in my core.  As I face the day, my sensing is heightened around moments when I "go offline" and disconnect from that strong soul connection in my core.  As I re-charge the soul connection in my core throughout the day, the ability to hold on to my self in the face of heavy pressures of the human field to fall off, becomes stronger. I am aware of  the support of fire from Sagittarius when pushed on by the human field, and the strength it offers as it fuels my inner core, my soul essence.  Ever reminded of the ability to face the pressures of the human field which are very heavy right now, if I remain true to the connection of my essence at my core.  Ever grateful for the Awakening Stages for providing me the structures and containers within which to continue to strengthen this connection!

Awaken-06 Reflective Relationship

Day 23 of Reflective Relationship was very helpful to me on a physical level.  It was suggested at the end of the message to listen to this day for two to three months if you had structural issues. 

My back had bothered me for over ten years at different times.  After about four days of listening to the same message, I had the opportunity to go shopping for several hours.  Usually my back would have hurt by the time I was done and it didn’t.  I was amazed.  It was a definite sign of my back improving.  I continued to listen to this day for a little over three months.  During this time I could feel changes taking place in my back.  Sometimes I would notice improvement when doing something that would have previously bother it.  Other times it would be sore in different ways.  Some of these I believe were part of the healing taking place in my back, transforming with reflective relationship.

Maybe you’ve heard if you see a movie several times you pick up or notice new things each time.  This is an example of this for me, since I had listen to the Energetic Developmental Stages previously and but did not realize either time it was speaking to me to listen to this particular one repeatedly.  So I encourage you to enjoy the Stages and then enjoy and develop with them even more multiple times.

Cindy Harris

Awaken 03: Living in Interrelated Energetic Boundaries

"The excitement of this Awakened Labyrinth (like life) is similar to the  

beginning of a carnival ride..."  

- Kiera D. Laike

www.energeticdevelopment.org 

In this stage I journaled about what I experienced while walking each day; emotionally, energetically, physically, and cognitively. Many intense emotions emerged during this labyrinth and I also began waking up to many realizations in my life. As I reread my journal entries from this awaken stage I see the bigger picture of where I was in my development and I truly see how exciting a time it was for me. In those moments I reflected in my journal that it felt like I was in a storm and absolutely relate this to a carnival ride. In the Relationship to Self corner I wrote;

"A03 - Day 15:

Frustration, today the storm may not pass... Being within the Starform, soon the storm will pass... Delayed gratification."

The storm did pass! Having never learned to hold or experience boundaries before walking Awaken 03 I felt many fears and frustrations. It was, and still is hard for me to face how and why I have gotten hurt in life (emotionally, physically, etc.), but being in the Starform gives me the support and reflection I need to move through and find the point of origin for each experience. Once I know this I can understand why certain things transpired and I am able to release them. Another entry:

"I felt my position on the path of today. And all those fears and frustrations and confusions were quieted with the knowing that I had moved through, contained in the star form, in communication with my essence."

"Sinking into and trusting the star form brings about a peace and nurturing with my essence. 

My breath has been moving with the practice more now and I notice that when I'm fully with the star form it improves. 

I've sensed the reflection of my essence as it emerges from the flow of creation, I sense my perceptions of others strongly and feel my containers. This is translated in a way that I feel stronger as a person and more capable of holding my ground in conflicting situations with my essence."

Looking back now I see how far I have come and am so happy that I have stayed with my development! I am also saddened by how I have suffered over the years and grieve all the experiences I could have prevented had I learned how to energetically develop. Then I would have had my energetic containers and boundaries. 

We are naturally meant to learn and develop energetically as humans, but our DNA's ability to evolve and our development as energetic beings has been influenced and misdirected over thousands of years. Walking the 13 Energetic Developmental Stages has moved me through the awakening process and continues to bring me back into my ability to evolve and develop energetically, ever supporting me in all aspects of my life. 

Awaken 06 Reflective Relationship

Awaken 06- Reflective Relationship Day 10

Today as I  write about my experience I have alot of sadness that us humans don't have this Reflective Relationship and we don't even know what it is exactly we are not born into a container that reflects this to us. In human relationships we know manipulation, jealousy, and we are used everyday to give over a part of our selves because there isn't reflective relationship. In this lifetime I have been manipulated like so many that if you want to be "loved" then I had to turn myself over to someone that misused me never respected me and gave me false support. Being so wrapped up in that way of "love" it left me very sad, never feeling good enough and I remained empty and always pleasing others. Walking this labrynth awakens me to being in  Reflective Relationship

The Starform that I meet today is Sun sign Gemini, Moon sign Virgo, flux fields, solar winds.
Body energy opens and meets the starform I always seem to have to release grief of meeting the starform because this is true support.  Working with my nero pathways supported by the starform i move and Reflective pool fills as I release down I am balanced my grounding begins to clear and balance itself. I am met with Gama Virginius  I reflect to Gama Virginius, My body energy still pool reflects and Gamma Virginius reflects back to me. As the reflection comes in like a gentle wave it feels gentle, kind helping me to know and understand reflection  it is very comforting, there is a longing deep inside to be here and know. As it reflects to me it awakens me to Reflection. sensing Gama Virginius I am gently spoken to not by words but through an energetic wave of information and in my Soul Self I understand this gentle loving way that I have so longed for.
             Awakening to Reflective Relationship feeling accepted and truely cared for being filled deep inside that words cannot express. Deep gratitude for this reflection allowing me to be filled with understanding and knowing of true reflection and being with .

In my awakening,  Candace 

Awaken Cycle 6, Day 5 - Reflective Relationship

Kiera talks about how we all have a part of ourselves we reflect and put out there; separate from us like the moon separated from earth that circles us and reflects back.

I feel the support of the star form. This is my third time through this stage, I recall the first and second time I did this stage – the part that was orbiting me was a very critical and unloving part of myself. The reflection that is there now feels like a more pure reflection of who I am and definitely is not critical. I think in the past I was caught up in my cognitive brain trying to make sense of what was happening to me at the time.  It was very difficult at the time to receive the reflection and I felt a lot of grief coming up. My experience this time feels more calm, grounded and solid. I have a calm knowing and sense there is not as much distortion in my reflection.