Awaken Cycle 3

I had been experience a feeling of 'aloneness', a sense of  “left out” during my most recent time through the 3^rd Stage, Awaken 03.  This misperception, of being alone, began to dissipate during my practice.  Listening to Day 2 I began to see the energetic origins of that experience as a visual image came to me of interrelated energetic boundaries.

 I am snug inside my sphere, my electromagnetic field (sometimes called the ‘aura’), contained by the energetic boundaries surrounding my field.   Around the outside edge of my aura is a beautiful swirling cobalt blue energy, defining and containing me inside my sphere.  From within my field a pulsating energetic wave moves out to meet the electromagnetic field of Earth, which then sends a wave, a communication, back to me.  Through these fields I come into interrelationship with Earth, which in turn pulses, sends and recieves waves to and from the other planets in our solar system. 

This pulsating communication goes out into our Milky Way galaxy and beyond.  It puts me snug in my position, where I fit within the larger picture of the universe, contained in my field, in interrelationship with Earth, through energetic boundaries.

The situation in my life that evoked these feelings, had not changed.   As I listened, and digested the stress, however my perception of 'aloneness' began to wash away.  

“I digest things about me that cause me stress. As I digest, the stress wanes. I am

 with who I am.  The perception of myself that causes me stress, transforms.                                I move with who I am, and rest.”  
 (Quote from Energeticdevelopment.org, Awaken 03, Day 2, copyright Kiera Laike)

As I occupy my pulsating position, it is as if becoming a part of a pulsating chorus, a communication, a beautiful interrelated dance of energies, moving and communicating.  I am anything but left out: rather I’m included in a beyond words amazing pulsating song of communication within the Universe.