Awaken 05 Seeds of passion and position

Day 9

        Today as I walked I understood the intense role of the starform and how it is always working to support us in our development. The support that i received today was for my body energy fueled the transformation to create my hearts desire. Being in the body energy states corner of the labrinth my body energy moved deep into my core, my backline of my structure charges and it also charged the sideline of my body bringing in this charge supports the transormation. Being supported in this way allows me to transform my hearts desire to be able to bring it into form to hold it and move through this lifetime being with and creating through my hearts desire. I am always awakened to the energetic support and the sensing of the energy that is there helping me to develop, deeply feeling the energy as it charges allows me to sense and know that transformation to create hearts desire is truely taking form!!

Awaken Cycle 4 - Alignment of 3 in Reflective movement - Day 17 and 18

During these days, the focus of the practice is on connecting with and taking in the potency of my soul essence - and having permission to remember who I am. For me, these days seemed like a powerful nexus of transformation. Physically, I began to feel a lot of body energy, and a sense of fullness and activation, which has been challenging to fully integrate (finding myself taking a day or two between practice sessions). However, despite these challenges to integrating my soul essence energy, I have become aware of a heightened ability to know what I want in relationship, and to advocate for what is important to me. Overall, a greater sense of self and connection to who I am.

Emotionally, I feel very affected by the taking in of my soul essence potency. I realize that this is something that I've given up or lost in various ways throughout my early life and development. Being able to take it back and find it again now is beginning to reinvigorate my sense of hope that I can create a more satisfying life, and start find my path more clearly again.

A lot of exciting things have been happening in my life around these days as well, such as the completion of my PhD process with the defense of my dissertation, during which time my parents came into town to support me. It was interesting that I found I was much more able to express my needs and desires with them than I have ever been before, and I credit that in large part to the deepening connection with myself that this practice has been bringing. I have had a tendency to be a "people pleaser" in the past, and recently I've found that I can be far more comfortable standing in my own self in situations of conflict, with the feeling of being supported by a greater "fullness" of my soul essence within my physical structure.

This practice has been challenging, but even though I'm not perfect in how I've made my way through it, I feel enriched by the development it has supported within me. My heartful thanks to its originator, Kiera, and to the practice itself.

Deepening into reflective relationship,
Dan