Life Purpose

My search in trying to find my life’s purpose ended when I started listening to the Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans.

Until the time I started the practice, I felt a discontent about who I was, and where I was going. I had a deep yearning that kept me searching for that something that would make me feel I was just in the right place, at the right time and doing the right thing – my life’s purpose. I would look out into the world and see others, and think they were happy, my thoughts running through my brain would say they’re doing good, their skills are amazing. Ever wondering will I ever be happy and content as I saw others.

The notion of wanting to feel in my place - my life’s purpose, was ever pulling me off course and the feeling of discontent stayed with me. This had me reading self-help books, and trying shamanism. Yet, it did not bring me any closer to my life’s purpose.

Following my instincts, I started the practice of listening to the developmental stages, and it brought me to my senses, allowing me to experience my purpose in my daily life. Each of the days I listened, I felt the comfort and warmth of being held and gently guided. I experienced within me an awakening to a new level of who I am and who I was meant to be. This practice has moved me from ever searching to being settled with who I am. I’m ever in gratitude and appreciation at the growth and strength I gain each day.

As a mentor, I genuinely support those who feel the calling to listen to the Developmental Stages of Humans and are ready to have a sense of their life’s purpose.

The healings received from listening to The 13 Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans

    The healings received from listening to The 13 Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans

As I contemplated what to blog about, I decided to look in my journal that I write in for the Stage and day of the stage I have listened to. As I read in my journal from earlier this year of 2017, I noticed a pattern. I was being affected often by what someone said to me or their action towards me! I have been listening to Stage 9 day 4 for a month now. I had not looked back through my journal a month ago but my sensing was that I needed to listen to this practice for awhile.
 At the end of the practice, Kiera offers; " This is also one of those neuro healings that if you have had one of the above, Kiera mentioned; an over response to the intensity of others or a hypo adrenal response when things happen, you could do this meditation, this particular day, this particular lunar cycle, you could do it every day for 3 or 4 months to begin to bring consistent change in the structure and the signaling in your brain."
 I have had both of these neuro problems in relationship to others most of my life. Reading through my journal from the past month of listening to Stage 9 day 4, I am already seeing a change with these 2 responses to others!
These daily practices in The 13 Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans are only 10-16 minutes long, so little time of my day to receive the healings to be able to re-sync with what is!

Awaken 05 Seeds of Passion and Position

This labyrinth allows for the awakening of our heart's desire, as an everflowing, deeper and deeper connection to what is- our desire flows from this connection and fuels the connection. The underlying principle in this labyrinth is our ability to transform to obtain our heart's desire.


Day 27  In this day the starform supports us in balancing serotonin

Before we move any further it is good to know what serotonin is and how it affects us.
According to medicalnewstoday.com  an article written by James McIntosh and reviewed by Dr.Helen Webberley :  Serotonin is an important chemical neurotransmitter in the human body it is regarded by some researchers as a chemical that is responsible for maintaining mood balance and that deficit of serotonin leads to depression.
It  is thought that serotonin can affect mood and social behavior, appetite and digestion, sleep, memory and sexual desire and function. So we can begin to understand the importance of having balanced serotonin and how it would prevent us from creating our hearts desire.

But the GOOD NEWS is walking the stages and being in the energy of the starform automatically starts healing this within us!!

Walking Day 27:   Starform   (Aries,Taurus, Solar Winds, Flux Field of earth)

Aries supports us in neuro healing, the balancing of our serotonin the excitatory and inhibitory. If these are not balanced in bringing hearts desire into form we will overly attach or associate to the wrong things. If they are not in association with one of the aspects of creation.
 As we move in the neuro path in relationship to others.... Releasing any fear of creation. We begin settling into the creation energy of the sea. As I am with this I feel tension in the back of my head release and my brain begins to adjust as I release. As I Inhale up into my head I feel a support in my head as I sense the energy of the starform balancing my serotonin. The sensation it gives is if you had a pressure in your head  and it begins to release and you start getting relief.  Meeting the starform energy it is ever gentle and moves into me like a wave allowing the creation energy,energy of others and the starform to support neuro pathways to heal,  I feel calm and relaxed like just floating in water. I feel the affects that the starform energy has on me as it releases and balances. 

Being able to heal myself in such a deep way means the world to me. I don't have to rely on going to doctors and taking the next newest prescribed antidepressant. I simply remain in the starform of the day and my body receives the energy it needs to balance and heal so I may transform to obtain my hearts desire.

If this has moved you in some way today I encourage you to begin your energetic development and start your journey into body so you to may create and obtain your hearts desire.

Ever Evolving,  Candace



Containers

After months of trying to identify and recognize the container of the star form, one day it happened... This is my experience.

Container is a feeling of well-being, peace, tranquility, calm.  Like a baby, wrapped up in mothers arms; safe, secure, comfortable.  It's almost like there is a storm outside, but you're in a safe shelter, like an insect in a cocoon, tucked away from the chaos outside.  You are aware of it, but you feel such contentment, that the storm doesn't bother you.  You are untouchable.  

~ Gia

Awaken Stage 01 Soul Self Entry

Day 10

In order to have a good relationship beyond who we are, we must first establish a relationship with ourself. Alot of us don't even know what that is because we have never been able to acquire such a thing. I remember many times before I started to energetically develop of crying but I had no idea of why I was crying, I just knew something wasn't right within myself it makes me sad to think that I was so out of relationship with myself that i couldn't determine what was wrong. This Awaken Stage allows our soul to move deep so we can be in body. There are many things that we are not even aware of that keeps our soul from moving in. When we can connect and communicate with our soul essence their is a huge settling that happens, we may find that we can sleep better, or that our anxiousness disipates or even pain in the body goes away.

Today is supported by Aries-Moon Sign, Capricorn-Sun Sign, flux fields , solar winds of earth
 We walk it in relationship to other

Supported today in releasing 3 aspects that are kept in place by the energy of others that keeps us from Soul Self Entry
I open to the starform allowing fear to be released as the starform teaches me! I become aware of my relationships with others that has kept me from my soul self entry.
Releasing the affects of others as I move and walk I am allowed to be with my own body energy. Soul Self Entry is fueled.

As I continue walking my path releasing into the starform I can sense that manipulation of others is one of the energies of others that has  kept me from entering my body. Which makes sense because I have always been manipulated by others in my life!

Becoming aware is huge if we are ever to make change in our life and being able to move past the energies of others that keeps me from soul self entry will allow me to have a true relationship with myself.

          Ever Evolving, Candace

Awaken 6 - Reflective Relationship

Hello All,

Today, I listened to Day 6 of the Awaken 6 cycle and what stood out for me was seeing the reflection of the Human Field, the sadness, despair, violence and disease around us .  As I continue with my energetic development another gift from the 13 stages is the ability to differentiate the truth from the lie and to begin to understand and experience the beauty of reflective relationship.

After living for decades (and several past life times) in the world that the Human Field has created, it took me some time to develop energetically before I could see through the field to the truth.  The coping mechanisms that I once used to silence the world we live in have begun to fall away. I no longer follow the path leading to a dead end.  My energetic development and the gathering of my soul essence has made me stronger and feeling complete.  I feel confident that as I continue to develop I will navigate the world much better, come into relationship  with all that is around me and be fortunate to experience the beauty of reflective relationship.

Please join us on this amazing journey.

In Reflection,

Colleen Mayer

7th Cycle: Being - Soul Solidarity

Started the 7^th Developmental stage today – “Soul Solidarity”. Here is the description (http://energeticdevelopment.org/thecycles.asp#a07) from the website:

“The seventh labyrinth is one stage that must be mastered or our soul will be ever at risk of being led astray. Like the 7th Vortex, this 7th stage is most vulnerable to energetic information that would bind us to something other than soul essence. Humans first bonded to the northern sky, which (for 10,000 years) has made us vulnerable to the loss of our soul solidarity. Walk and claim your connection through soul essence, not a guru, religious philosophy, or popular fad, like drugs, because most don't know or understand the path to energetic being without manipulating the energy.”

I felt very calm and contained when I completed this first day. It’s nice to be reminded that the star form is with us day and night as we are creating change.

  I’ve decided to walk this cycle on the topic of “Completeness”. The definition of Complete is “having all parts or elements; lacking nothing; whole; entire; full”. I like the sound of that and it seems like a good topic for me at this point in my life.

At the end of the recording, Kiera reminds us that as we live in flow, we are creating change day and night and that we should keep an Awaken Cycle Journal as an anchor or record of the journey. This is my third time walking this stage and I always find it interesting to look back at my journals or notes from the first time I walked this stage to see how far I have come or just how differently I see things now.

Awaken 07 Being-The Soul Solidarity Stage 7 Day 1

Kiera describes the 7th awakened Labyrinth is one stage that must be mastered or our soul is ever at risk of being led astray. Like the 7th Vortex this the stage is most vulnerable to energetic information that would bind us to something other than our soul essence.
I had been "stumbling around" for many years, ever searching for something that I was not sure of what I was looking for but I felt the void in my life. When I met Kiera 11 years ago, I knew immediately this practice was what I was searching for. It took me awhile to start taking the Basic Practice Classes. Once I started, my soul knew I had found what I had been searching for most of my life!  I do have days when I feel pushed in on from energies/philosophies that would like to add confusion into my life and take from the knowing that I am an energetic being, I stay in the Star Form and in my practice  knowing that I don't have to loose my connection through soul essence as an energetic being! I see the sadness around me every day of those who have been blinded by the light, their soul knows  they are energetic beings, they are in need of Journey into Form: Soul Self-Entry! I know that I must get stronger in offering energetic development!

4TH Moon Cycle Day#19

Moon Sign in Sagittarius Sun sign in Aires; Inward soul essence path in relation to self corner.
Connecting with the energy of the Lagoon Nebula and awakening to the perception from the aspect of soul essence.

Settling deeply and easily from a relatively scattered space, I notice the vastness of the shift from the intrusion of the human field to a settling into my soul essence being.  The comfort and deep peace fills all the cells of my body and my perceptions are, in turn, bathed by the knowing and sensing of my soul essence.  Thus replacing the intrusive "perceptions" (i.e., distortions) by the off-balancing we are subjected to by the human field.  I in turn look forward to a day filled with grace and ease, knowing I will be able to be with my true self, my soul essence, and not be thrown off by that which is not truth.  Thus my perceptions are clear and true and I move in flow.

I feel the contact, the "meeting" of the energy of the Laguna Nebula as a very comforting and energizing force.  The gathering of my soul essence energy feels very powerful, stronger than ever.

**Follow-up: The day was experienced as a very "flowing" day; felt no struggling or doubting.  All that walking this day of this stage had promised!

Awaken 07 - Day 11

Awaken 07 - Being Soul Solidarity

Day 11 of Being Soul Solidarity helped me to become more of aware of the Star Form, getting a strong sense and feel of it.  I happened to be learning a new position at work around this time and was experiencing some challenges (generally the result of an old computer system).  On this particular day I was beginning to feel a little anxious and remembered to settle into the Star Form.   I then felt calmer and the computer issue worked out making my day go smoothly.  Since then I have been more conscious of the comfort the Star Form gives us when we remember to stay in it.

"Somebody"

The other day I was listening to a friend’s playlist and a song called “somebody” came on. While listening to the inspiring lyrics and singer I woke up to the devolution of the assignment of meaning to words.

I realized that now a days people think being somebody is a good thing. We hear it all the time, “I want to be somebody … (when I grow up, important, inspiring, etc.).” But the truth is, striving to be somebody has devolved us so far from the magnificence of who we truly could be.

Merriam-Webster defines somebody as; a person who is not known, named, or specified. One or some person of unspecified or indefinite identity.

Somewhere along the way we lost sight of the importance of being and knowing precisely who we are.

Use of language in culture continues to pull us out of relationship with ourselves. Just like the assigned meaning of “somebody” was distorted to be portrayed as something desirable - similar to how barbie dolls are now staged as models on makeup commercials for young girls - misguiding people away from who they are to become an unknown, unnamed, indefinitely unidentified person… talk about identity crisis.

Merriam-Webster definition of identity crisis; personal psychosocial conflict especially in adolescence that involves confusion about one’s social role and often a sense of loss of continuity to one’s personality.

“Some” body in embodied practice means that we are without our complete energetic development. This leaves us only partially with our body and our knowing of who we are, ever longing to complete our development. The devolved assignment of the meaning of “somebody” pulls us down a path of desiring and searching to be “somebody” other than who we are, rather than fully taking form in who we are and expressing ourselves completely – becoming embodied.

Your individual energetic development is a natural process that brings you into a complete relationship with who you are. This process of becoming embodied is unlike any other practice because it connects you to who you are across time and space.                                                                   

Sign up at www.energeticdevelopment.org and begin your journey through the 13 Energetic and Developmental Stages of Humans.

Awaken 07 Being, The Soul Solidarity

Being, The Soul Solidarity   Awaken 07
 Day 5

Today is actually a healing for the Neuoral Pathways, being in the starform support of moon sign Leo
sun sign- cancer, flux fields, and solar winds .
being in the  human field corner the energy that humans have placed on Leo, so we are at risk of sacraficing today on a nero level in order to facilitate someone elses completing whats important to them. So being in the Starform today is important it provides us with the true support of Leo. Dopamine and Norepinephrine balance when they are protected.

Dopamine is involved in emotional responses, Norepinephrine has been implicated in maintaining arousal (awakening from deep sleep) dreaming, and regulating mood.

Today as I am with the support of the starform I am with feeling my connection to earth- becoming settled and grounded my heart feels at ease and I feel unity as I sense earths energy in my feet and in my legs supporting my structure and my heart feels supported and strong. I feel my connection to self and perceive my positon, In my heart I sense and know I am supported and I am content. With my nero pathways I sense myself more and nero pathways are able to move.
Starform communicating with my nero pathways Dopamine and Norepinephrine respond to the connection. I feel cradled and calm as I am with the support of the energy of the starform.
Nero healing takes place today as I stay in the starform this helps with not getting lost in addictions or lost in the summer sky or lose ourselves to other peoples desires.
Dopamine and Norepinephrine respond to the settle energy of the starform.
Allowing myself to stay supported with my soul essence and on my own path not getting lost.

How easy it is to get pulled into others desires if we are not supported in ourselves.


                   Ever Gathering, Candace

Stage 6 Day18: Reflective Relationship

Kiera recorded Stage 6 Day 18 on June 6, 2012. I was drawn to write about this awakened cycle because on June 6, 2016 my business Teaching Sphere LLC was approved!

It was suggested by Kiera after I finished the 13 Developmental Stages the first time to listen to them over again, that no matter the date in real time they would still apply.

Stage 6 Day 18 was recorded in the energy of Full moon in Capricorn, inward outward inward soul essence path in relationship to self corner. Today we walk free of the energetic influence of the human field interpretation of Capricorn. We soar and gather in pure connection to self...

On this day 4 years after this stage and day was recorded I am grateful to see the reflection in real time!

Sherry

Awaken Cycle 4 - Day 15 revisited

Because of some transitional life events (completion of my doctoral dissertation, new job, moving, etc.) I was advised to take a break on cycle 4 and return to it when I sensed the time as right to do so. I'm starting over now, from the point where I started having trouble in my last round. By trouble, I mean difficulty keeping the practice to an every day, or at least every other day schedule, and a feeling of "working hard" when listening to each recording when I did get to it.

In Awaken Cycle 4, day 15, the focus is on sensing core, and sensing the human field. Creating the ability to distinguish between the two. This feels like it's really helping to maintain a sense of connected self in the midst of all of the influence of the human field around me. Things like culture, media, other people's expectations and energetic influences, and so on. For much of my life, this has been a challenge for me, where I have had a tendency to take on and absorb what is around me, mirroring it in some way, and losing a connection to myself. It's something that I've noticed doing this practice has had a big effect on, in terms of reducing my sense of loss of self in the face of others and the world at large.

Today's practice specifically feels like it's touching into this past vulnerability that I have had, and helping me to parse out who I am, at a soul level, from who others seem to want me to be. It seems to be strengthening the part of me that can know who I am, and maintain this connection even under whatever kind of outside pressure might be there.

As always, I'm thankful for this practice, and the support it offers. I'm looking forward to the journey it will continue to facilitate.

-Dan

Awaken Cycle 06 Reflective Relationship

In Awaken 06 walking day 7, inward, outward, inward, Neural paths in Relationship to Human Field corner.

The strength of moon sign in Leo is with us today, supporting us in a deep neural healing in regards to self-perception.

We are beginning to awaken to our own self-perception or self-reflection on our topic or issue we chose to work on in this cycle.

This has been a deep supportive healing in regards to my perceptions of self. This needs to be experienced, no cognitive association can bring in or touch the richness of the experience.

Reflection of self-revealed my most inner connections, things that are in relationship and some things that are not in relationship. Those perceptions I held out of relationship - linear thinking,

lit up in me and were the keys to an understanding that did not support my essence moving in flow. This, giving me ques to adjust my sense of self.

As I reflect out from my self-perception in alignment, the reflection meets and reflects back.

When I am in relationship, my experience of my reflection is the most beautiful and profound experience. This alignment brings a settling and a comfort, and a natural connection in flow.

Stage 5: Seeds of Passion and Position

Hello Everyone,

I want to begin this writing reflecting back on the the year and half that I've been doing the stages and gaining my energetic development.  I may be repeating myself from previous blogs however I want to emphasize how powerful and life saving the stages are.  There is no fixing ourselves, no self improvement, there is only becoming whole/complete and waking up to who we are, communicating, being in releationship with what is, sensing the truth, knowing what is real and what is not.   How do you accomplish this . . . by doing the 13 stages.  The benefits are endless.

I listened to Day 1 of Stage 5 which focuses on preparing us to know our passion and heart's desire and clearing out what is false. I came into a deep knowing that doing this work and dedicating my life to making this information known and available to humanity is my heart's desire.  Since I started searching for the truth over 25 years ago I wasn't surprised that is has been a driving passion from an early age.  We all have a passion deep within us.  Our heart yearn's for our energetic development and it is our birth right.  Day 1 made me feel strong, capable, and excited to continue to grow in my development and help others do the same.

In Reflective Relationship,

Colleen

Awaken Cycle 02

Day#24  Inward soul essence path in relationship to human field.
Fire energy of Sagittarius fuels us on this day to hold onto our soul essence as we face the human field.  Feeling a strong sense of support from the Star form, energy of Sagittarius, as I am connected deeply to my soul essence in my core.  As I face the day, my sensing is heightened around moments when I "go offline" and disconnect from that strong soul connection in my core.  As I re-charge the soul connection in my core throughout the day, the ability to hold on to my self in the face of heavy pressures of the human field to fall off, becomes stronger. I am aware of  the support of fire from Sagittarius when pushed on by the human field, and the strength it offers as it fuels my inner core, my soul essence.  Ever reminded of the ability to face the pressures of the human field which are very heavy right now, if I remain true to the connection of my essence at my core.  Ever grateful for the Awakening Stages for providing me the structures and containers within which to continue to strengthen this connection!

Awaken-06 Reflective Relationship

Day 23 of Reflective Relationship was very helpful to me on a physical level.  It was suggested at the end of the message to listen to this day for two to three months if you had structural issues. 

My back had bothered me for over ten years at different times.  After about four days of listening to the same message, I had the opportunity to go shopping for several hours.  Usually my back would have hurt by the time I was done and it didn’t.  I was amazed.  It was a definite sign of my back improving.  I continued to listen to this day for a little over three months.  During this time I could feel changes taking place in my back.  Sometimes I would notice improvement when doing something that would have previously bother it.  Other times it would be sore in different ways.  Some of these I believe were part of the healing taking place in my back, transforming with reflective relationship.

Maybe you’ve heard if you see a movie several times you pick up or notice new things each time.  This is an example of this for me, since I had listen to the Energetic Developmental Stages previously and but did not realize either time it was speaking to me to listen to this particular one repeatedly.  So I encourage you to enjoy the Stages and then enjoy and develop with them even more multiple times.

Cindy Harris

Awaken 06 Reflective Relationship

Awaken 06- Reflective Relationship Day 10

Today as I  write about my experience I have alot of sadness that us humans don't have this Reflective Relationship and we don't even know what it is exactly we are not born into a container that reflects this to us. In human relationships we know manipulation, jealousy, and we are used everyday to give over a part of our selves because there isn't reflective relationship. In this lifetime I have been manipulated like so many that if you want to be "loved" then I had to turn myself over to someone that misused me never respected me and gave me false support. Being so wrapped up in that way of "love" it left me very sad, never feeling good enough and I remained empty and always pleasing others. Walking this labrynth awakens me to being in  Reflective Relationship

The Starform that I meet today is Sun sign Gemini, Moon sign Virgo, flux fields, solar winds.
Body energy opens and meets the starform I always seem to have to release grief of meeting the starform because this is true support.  Working with my nero pathways supported by the starform i move and Reflective pool fills as I release down I am balanced my grounding begins to clear and balance itself. I am met with Gama Virginius  I reflect to Gama Virginius, My body energy still pool reflects and Gamma Virginius reflects back to me. As the reflection comes in like a gentle wave it feels gentle, kind helping me to know and understand reflection  it is very comforting, there is a longing deep inside to be here and know. As it reflects to me it awakens me to Reflection. sensing Gama Virginius I am gently spoken to not by words but through an energetic wave of information and in my Soul Self I understand this gentle loving way that I have so longed for.
             Awakening to Reflective Relationship feeling accepted and truely cared for being filled deep inside that words cannot express. Deep gratitude for this reflection allowing me to be filled with understanding and knowing of true reflection and being with .

In my awakening,  Candace 

Awaken Cycle 6, Day 5 - Reflective Relationship

Kiera talks about how we all have a part of ourselves we reflect and put out there; separate from us like the moon separated from earth that circles us and reflects back.

I feel the support of the star form. This is my third time through this stage, I recall the first and second time I did this stage – the part that was orbiting me was a very critical and unloving part of myself. The reflection that is there now feels like a more pure reflection of who I am and definitely is not critical. I think in the past I was caught up in my cognitive brain trying to make sense of what was happening to me at the time.  It was very difficult at the time to receive the reflection and I felt a lot of grief coming up. My experience this time feels more calm, grounded and solid. I have a calm knowing and sense there is not as much distortion in my reflection.