Anxiety, Depression, You and the Stages



Loss of Connection 

Major Depression and Anxiety are among the most common mental issues in America, over

21% of adults (42.5 million) are affected by anxiety and more than 16 million of American adults are affected by major depression each year.

In my sensing and seeing through Embodiment I stand in my knowing of What Is..

I write out of my grief of my knowing that humans currently do not have connection or 

communication to a reflection of self container. If we do not have this container there is 

no reflection of who we are as energetic  beings and we are out of communication with our photon light of our soul essence which is the very coding of our DNA. 

The Image of the Rose in a glass container reflects to us the state that humans are currently in, it reflects a sense of disconnect. The rose is no longer whole, it has been removed from and is out of communication with it's whole self the rose plant. Without communication and connection to the  rose plant the rose flower cannot sustain itself for very long and eventually will die off. Unfortunately humans feel this lack or void from within their own selves also, there is a lack of connection and just as the rose flower senses and knows it so do us humans.Just as a rose plant establishes itself in connection and communication to earth it also is in communication with it's own essence it's own code with itself always communicating as a rose always in synch with it's knowing of itself and expressing itself as such. The same is true for all humans,  all souls have to have a point of origin a beginning point within time and space in communication with their own photon light. If this is not established within us there will be a void  that we feel and the void  always comes from not being connected and communicating with our soul essence and connected to our pt. of origin. This loss of connection creates a void within and from out of that void depression , anxiety, ill health and much more  eludes us.   

In Reflective Relationship in communication w/Self

As we walk the 13 Energetic Awaken Cycles they awaken us to our soul essence energy, our connection to Earth, and our eight vortexes(energetic centers) establishing our pt. of origin within human form. As we Energetically Develop we come to know our purpose through time and space through soul orientation. we cannot know our purpose unless we first know the position of our soul essence in time and space. The Cycles will slowly heal the four major energetic systems in the body (Sensing System, Body Energy System, Neural System and the Soul Essence Gathering), allowing the unseen energies to heal and flow through our fascia and nerves. We then are able to sense the energy that creates our health and life. Once again connected to our pt. of origin in communication with our soul essence ever   gathering our  photon light filling the void within our selves as we awaken once again to who we are and claim our rightful positions as humans. Allowing us to have a deeper sense of self as we reestablish our connection through a reflective container. 

If you have battled with depression or anxiety in some shape or form and if your soul knows somewhere that you are an energetic being and would like to reestablish  connection to your soul pt. of origin and desires to have ultimate communication through the human form then go to energeticdevelopment.org  
and begin your energetic development. 

 Ever Evolving, Candace Bollon

  

Awaken 05 Seeds of Passion and Position

This labyrinth allows for the awakening of our heart's desire, as an everflowing, deeper and deeper connection to what is- our desire flows from this connection and fuels the connection. The underlying principle in this labyrinth is our ability to transform to obtain our heart's desire.


Day 27  In this day the starform supports us in balancing serotonin

Before we move any further it is good to know what serotonin is and how it affects us.
According to medicalnewstoday.com  an article written by James McIntosh and reviewed by Dr.Helen Webberley :  Serotonin is an important chemical neurotransmitter in the human body it is regarded by some researchers as a chemical that is responsible for maintaining mood balance and that deficit of serotonin leads to depression.
It  is thought that serotonin can affect mood and social behavior, appetite and digestion, sleep, memory and sexual desire and function. So we can begin to understand the importance of having balanced serotonin and how it would prevent us from creating our hearts desire.

But the GOOD NEWS is walking the stages and being in the energy of the starform automatically starts healing this within us!!

Walking Day 27:   Starform   (Aries,Taurus, Solar Winds, Flux Field of earth)

Aries supports us in neuro healing, the balancing of our serotonin the excitatory and inhibitory. If these are not balanced in bringing hearts desire into form we will overly attach or associate to the wrong things. If they are not in association with one of the aspects of creation.
 As we move in the neuro path in relationship to others.... Releasing any fear of creation. We begin settling into the creation energy of the sea. As I am with this I feel tension in the back of my head release and my brain begins to adjust as I release. As I Inhale up into my head I feel a support in my head as I sense the energy of the starform balancing my serotonin. The sensation it gives is if you had a pressure in your head  and it begins to release and you start getting relief.  Meeting the starform energy it is ever gentle and moves into me like a wave allowing the creation energy,energy of others and the starform to support neuro pathways to heal,  I feel calm and relaxed like just floating in water. I feel the affects that the starform energy has on me as it releases and balances. 

Being able to heal myself in such a deep way means the world to me. I don't have to rely on going to doctors and taking the next newest prescribed antidepressant. I simply remain in the starform of the day and my body receives the energy it needs to balance and heal so I may transform to obtain my hearts desire.

If this has moved you in some way today I encourage you to begin your energetic development and start your journey into body so you to may create and obtain your hearts desire.

Ever Evolving,  Candace



Awaken Stage 01 Soul Self Entry

Day 10

In order to have a good relationship beyond who we are, we must first establish a relationship with ourself. Alot of us don't even know what that is because we have never been able to acquire such a thing. I remember many times before I started to energetically develop of crying but I had no idea of why I was crying, I just knew something wasn't right within myself it makes me sad to think that I was so out of relationship with myself that i couldn't determine what was wrong. This Awaken Stage allows our soul to move deep so we can be in body. There are many things that we are not even aware of that keeps our soul from moving in. When we can connect and communicate with our soul essence their is a huge settling that happens, we may find that we can sleep better, or that our anxiousness disipates or even pain in the body goes away.

Today is supported by Aries-Moon Sign, Capricorn-Sun Sign, flux fields , solar winds of earth
 We walk it in relationship to other

Supported today in releasing 3 aspects that are kept in place by the energy of others that keeps us from Soul Self Entry
I open to the starform allowing fear to be released as the starform teaches me! I become aware of my relationships with others that has kept me from my soul self entry.
Releasing the affects of others as I move and walk I am allowed to be with my own body energy. Soul Self Entry is fueled.

As I continue walking my path releasing into the starform I can sense that manipulation of others is one of the energies of others that has  kept me from entering my body. Which makes sense because I have always been manipulated by others in my life!

Becoming aware is huge if we are ever to make change in our life and being able to move past the energies of others that keeps me from soul self entry will allow me to have a true relationship with myself.

          Ever Evolving, Candace

Awaken 07 Being, The Soul Solidarity

Being, The Soul Solidarity   Awaken 07
 Day 5

Today is actually a healing for the Neuoral Pathways, being in the starform support of moon sign Leo
sun sign- cancer, flux fields, and solar winds .
being in the  human field corner the energy that humans have placed on Leo, so we are at risk of sacraficing today on a nero level in order to facilitate someone elses completing whats important to them. So being in the Starform today is important it provides us with the true support of Leo. Dopamine and Norepinephrine balance when they are protected.

Dopamine is involved in emotional responses, Norepinephrine has been implicated in maintaining arousal (awakening from deep sleep) dreaming, and regulating mood.

Today as I am with the support of the starform I am with feeling my connection to earth- becoming settled and grounded my heart feels at ease and I feel unity as I sense earths energy in my feet and in my legs supporting my structure and my heart feels supported and strong. I feel my connection to self and perceive my positon, In my heart I sense and know I am supported and I am content. With my nero pathways I sense myself more and nero pathways are able to move.
Starform communicating with my nero pathways Dopamine and Norepinephrine respond to the connection. I feel cradled and calm as I am with the support of the energy of the starform.
Nero healing takes place today as I stay in the starform this helps with not getting lost in addictions or lost in the summer sky or lose ourselves to other peoples desires.
Dopamine and Norepinephrine respond to the settle energy of the starform.
Allowing myself to stay supported with my soul essence and on my own path not getting lost.

How easy it is to get pulled into others desires if we are not supported in ourselves.


                   Ever Gathering, Candace

Awaken 06 Reflective Relationship

Awaken 06- Reflective Relationship Day 10

Today as I  write about my experience I have alot of sadness that us humans don't have this Reflective Relationship and we don't even know what it is exactly we are not born into a container that reflects this to us. In human relationships we know manipulation, jealousy, and we are used everyday to give over a part of our selves because there isn't reflective relationship. In this lifetime I have been manipulated like so many that if you want to be "loved" then I had to turn myself over to someone that misused me never respected me and gave me false support. Being so wrapped up in that way of "love" it left me very sad, never feeling good enough and I remained empty and always pleasing others. Walking this labrynth awakens me to being in  Reflective Relationship

The Starform that I meet today is Sun sign Gemini, Moon sign Virgo, flux fields, solar winds.
Body energy opens and meets the starform I always seem to have to release grief of meeting the starform because this is true support.  Working with my nero pathways supported by the starform i move and Reflective pool fills as I release down I am balanced my grounding begins to clear and balance itself. I am met with Gama Virginius  I reflect to Gama Virginius, My body energy still pool reflects and Gamma Virginius reflects back to me. As the reflection comes in like a gentle wave it feels gentle, kind helping me to know and understand reflection  it is very comforting, there is a longing deep inside to be here and know. As it reflects to me it awakens me to Reflection. sensing Gama Virginius I am gently spoken to not by words but through an energetic wave of information and in my Soul Self I understand this gentle loving way that I have so longed for.
             Awakening to Reflective Relationship feeling accepted and truely cared for being filled deep inside that words cannot express. Deep gratitude for this reflection allowing me to be filled with understanding and knowing of true reflection and being with .

In my awakening,  Candace 

Awaken 05 Seeds of passion and position

Day 9

        Today as I walked I understood the intense role of the starform and how it is always working to support us in our development. The support that i received today was for my body energy fueled the transformation to create my hearts desire. Being in the body energy states corner of the labrinth my body energy moved deep into my core, my backline of my structure charges and it also charged the sideline of my body bringing in this charge supports the transormation. Being supported in this way allows me to transform my hearts desire to be able to bring it into form to hold it and move through this lifetime being with and creating through my hearts desire. I am always awakened to the energetic support and the sensing of the energy that is there helping me to develop, deeply feeling the energy as it charges allows me to sense and know that transformation to create hearts desire is truely taking form!!

Awaken 04 Alignment of 3 in Reflective Movement

Day 7

I would like to share with you this day of walking because of the deep healing that this paticular
day holds. There are no words that really can describe this experience it really is something to be
energetically witnessed but none the less for those of you that are interested in reading my experience
I will do my best.

As I start walking the words of Kiera wash over me like a wave from the ocean I meet the Sun,Moon,
Pulse fields, solar winds and immediately sense the energetic  support of the starform. Settling in and walking I meet the 2 stars of Gemini as I pulse out to meet them a sense of security comes in, these
2 bright stars support us in releasing fear and also supports us in releasing from the center of our head allowing us to have a deep sense of being within myself deep within. I'm able to release fear which
allows myself my soul self to snuggle down deep inside and  I am settled so deep inside that I can
breathe feeling every part of who I am feeling very alive. Kiera guides me to Release fear and gather the Light in the darkness and move with the light in the darkness, releasing fear allowing myself to gather to me that of who I am. Deep nero healing in the cetacoline and melatonine is occurring as the center of my head is being cleared of fear that keeps us from our nero balance. As I clear and breathe and pulse in and out  a better sense of knowing who I am emerges allowing me to be with who I am in the real time world, I don't have to try to be anything more than who I am or anything less. I am
balanced and I just am, allowing me to move as sun sign Aries pulls us to the alignment of 3 in reflective relationship. In my moving I pulse out and am able to meet others in this balanced state as I
am in the support of the starform throughout the day and into the night. Knowing and Sensing deep healing within. Balanced
                                         Ever Gathering, 
                                                               Candace

Awaken 03-Living in Interrelated Energetic Boundaries

Day 25

This day is one to be experienced for it is difficult for me to find human words to describe really.
This was a day that helped me realize the true support of the starform and how being in it solely
and completely sinking deep allows us to be protected. Walking this day moon sign in Capricorn,
with the outer most edge of the soul esssence path in relationship to the human field corner.
Today with the affects of the humanfield because there is so much coldness in the humanfield that
can affect our essence we call on the starform in the labrynth to protect us today Starform, Solar winds, Cycles of the moon, constellations my body releases into the starform feeling the labrynth beneath my feet supporting me as I walk. Releasing anything that keeps me from walking, starform supporting-sensing and being with it, Key aspects in having the support we need in creating change.
  Receiving support and am clear in my soul essence perceiving the warmth in me and the warmth
of the solar winds as I experience this support sensation of being warmed by the sun moves in and
and the sense of being swaddled like a baby would be by a nurturing loving mother giving support
and allowing a place of serenity to be. Sinking deep in the starform with my soul essence so deep that the coldness of the humanfield no longer affects me as I walk and sink my body sensing the support all tension literally releases from my head,neck,back, heart,legs and I am completely resting feeling comfort, swaddled, safely protected as if in a cacoon soul at peace as the coldness of the human field dissipates. In great gratitude I am with the inner warmth of the starform and inner warmth of soul essence path. Allowing me to just be.
                                                  In pulse relationship      
                                                      candace
                

Awaken 02-Energetic Development Stage Taking Form and Being Met

My relationship with my mom has always been a difficult one for me to understand. So I decided to bite down on this one and walk this labrynth with the issue about the way my mom treats me. As I began in the entrance I was able to see a picture of my mom and I when I was 10-12yrs of age. Something tramatic happened to me at that time and this has been an issue with me ever since because I was never met with what I needed in order to move through it and heal. Needing healing and understanding I move through the labrynth. I would like to share Day 9 with you because this is the day that the Labrynth brought something to me that has since blossomed and has recently allowed me to know who I Am and stand in my truth.

 Day 9:   Today I am with the First Quarter Moon -Growth
              Contained in the starform and supported by Taurus Sign I'm with the tuning fork aspect of Taurus,
              As we walk this day we will hoen in literally on a seed of growth this will occur on our walking if                   we are conscious of it or not and the seed will come to us and at some point manifest.
              Walking and being in relationship to body energy states, in the body sensing path, in relationship
              to  other anchoring deep and being with me.
               Adjusting  and keeping my sensing in the face of other,communicating with other my sensing                          position, With the tuning fork of Taurus keeping me with my sensing even tho others energy                          disrupts.
              My sensing continues to create Who I Am , My sensing position is.
              I release my grief of loss of connection
              My seed of growth comes to me
              Sensing, Seeing and Knowing that my seed is coming
             Releasing Grief as I move and walk
             Supported in the star form and Moon cycle to gather my growth down in the deep sensing aisle                    relationship to other,
             With myself in relationship to other , Using my practice to release grief throughout the day.
       As I energetically develop by walking these Labrynths they allow me to know and move into Who I             Am. Receiving the energy of each and everyday as I walk supports me in no other way possible and the      development allows for me to stand in the face of others while holding and sensing my true self.
                                                                                 In Pulse Relationship,
                                                                                                         Candace
           

Awaken Cycle 1, Day 6

   In support of anyone that has chosen to walk also, I'd like to share my experience with you reflecting to you my souls journey of walking and the true life experiences and changes that have occurred due to energetically developing.

Today as I am in the support of the starform I move in charging in the quaderant of relationship to self in the body energy layer of the labrinth as I wait and charge to get as full of sense of myself as I can. Working with each finger as I charge I work with my pinky charging and accepting what the small little movements of the fascia and muscles are reflecting back to me and are teaching me about myself. As I walk I move I am now working with my ring finger charging to better understand what my  body was told about who I am- as I move and work through I sense the information and understand that I feel that I was nothing, sensing the intensity of the emotions I work to release anything that comes forward. Walking and now working with my pointer in communication of the perception about what my body energy is telling me- in my sensing I feel that I'm not worth it as I am with this perception grief fills every part of me releasing grief and allowing my body to be with my sensing as I keep moving and releasing fear of  bodys sense of self I can feel this release and am able to move forward feeling relieved.There is also a knowing and understanding that comes to me and as I relese fear the intesity releases also. Being held in the container of the starform I can sense the support in my feet acknowledging it and allowing the support I sense the surge of support move in my feet up my legs supporting my pelvis and back as I am being supported in this energetic starform it holds me as it supports me in awakening and supporting change. I sense the container and I feel cuddled, safe, and am at ease as I allow my body to communicate to the starform and the starform to communicate to my body.
I have support and am feeling very happy. Even through out the day I acknowledge the starform and again embrace the support knowing change is occurring.