Awaken 6 - Reflective Relationship

Hello All,

Today, I listened to Day 6 of the Awaken 6 cycle and what stood out for me was seeing the reflection of the Human Field, the sadness, despair, violence and disease around us .  As I continue with my energetic development another gift from the 13 stages is the ability to differentiate the truth from the lie and to begin to understand and experience the beauty of reflective relationship.

After living for decades (and several past life times) in the world that the Human Field has created, it took me some time to develop energetically before I could see through the field to the truth.  The coping mechanisms that I once used to silence the world we live in have begun to fall away. I no longer follow the path leading to a dead end.  My energetic development and the gathering of my soul essence has made me stronger and feeling complete.  I feel confident that as I continue to develop I will navigate the world much better, come into relationship  with all that is around me and be fortunate to experience the beauty of reflective relationship.

Please join us on this amazing journey.

In Reflection,

Colleen Mayer

Stage 5: Seeds of Passion and Position

Hello Everyone,

I want to begin this writing reflecting back on the the year and half that I've been doing the stages and gaining my energetic development.  I may be repeating myself from previous blogs however I want to emphasize how powerful and life saving the stages are.  There is no fixing ourselves, no self improvement, there is only becoming whole/complete and waking up to who we are, communicating, being in releationship with what is, sensing the truth, knowing what is real and what is not.   How do you accomplish this . . . by doing the 13 stages.  The benefits are endless.

I listened to Day 1 of Stage 5 which focuses on preparing us to know our passion and heart's desire and clearing out what is false. I came into a deep knowing that doing this work and dedicating my life to making this information known and available to humanity is my heart's desire.  Since I started searching for the truth over 25 years ago I wasn't surprised that is has been a driving passion from an early age.  We all have a passion deep within us.  Our heart yearn's for our energetic development and it is our birth right.  Day 1 made me feel strong, capable, and excited to continue to grow in my development and help others do the same.

In Reflective Relationship,

Colleen

Awaken 4 - Alignment of 3 in Reflective Movement

Hello Everyone,

I was drawn to Day 22 so I revisited this meditation in preparation for this blog post.  I’m currently in the 13^th cycle (May 2016) so it was interesting that Day 22 was calling to me.   This particular day focuses on “releasing the need to remain as something that someone else has turned you into”.  I’ve struggled for a long time knowing that I was not in alignment with my soul essence, not engaging with the world and others as my essence.  We all know what things this leads to (e.g. self-judgement, anxiety, people pleasing, using force (rather than flow)  . . . an unfortunate path.  This stage helps us release who we are not and gain who we are through the continual gathering of our soul essence.  Looking back 9 stage (from the 13^th cycle to the 4^th) I’m truly amazed at the changes that have occurred within me, how much more of my essence I’ve gathered and how much deeper I know myself.  I now step into my life each day with confidence as I continue to gather my soul essence and understand my magnificence.  Leaving behind who we are not is a critical step.  Awaken 4 helps us recognize the truth from the lie about what we’ve become. We are guided to release the lie and regain the truth.  As you continue to gather your soul essence subtle changes continue to occur and improve your life in many ways.  The beauty of the 13 Awaken stages is that it does the work for you.  I previously followed several paths using force to control my thoughts or shut them off.  This practice uses flow and lovingly guides you to your energetic development. 

Awaken 4 (and all the others) are a loving, beautiful gift from Kiera for us all.  I cannot thank her enough for all she has done for my life allowing me to regain my soul essence.

Awaken 3 - Understanding Containers

Hello All,

I have received many profound realizations during the Awaken 3 – Living in interrelated energetic boundaries moon cycle.  At first I struggled with the concept that everything exists within a container as my cognitive thinking would always try to understand everything logically.  I began to let Kiera’s words wash over me as I listened daily to the recordings and the understanding gradually came.   As my knowing grew, I began to clearly see what the human field was and when I was consumed by it and living in that container.  I began to feel and sense the difference of the energy between the human field and the embodied spheres.  I realized how “un-contained” my behavior was when I was interacting and responding to the human field, and how I had allowed those experiences to define myself (and it wasn’t very good).  As I progressed through Awaken 3, I grew stronger and began to easily distinguish what container I was interacting with.  I learned to stay connected to the embodied spheres and disengage with the human field.  A sense of peace and calm became my new state as I connected to the embodied spheres and Self.  I was able to leave behind the unending craziness of the human field and my feelings of unworthiness.  I realized that those self-judgments were lies.  I continue to grow into my sensing and abilities to know the truth from the lies, a priceless gift.

In deep gratitude to Kiera for the amazing gifts she’s given to us all. 

With love,

Colleen Mayer

Awaken 2 - Being Met

Hello All,

Awaken 2 is one of the most beautiful and emotional experiences combined.  I think most of us have been exposed to some self doubt, dislike, unworthiness, or whatever form it takes while growing up and experiencing the world and those in it.  The beauty of Awaken 2 helps us learn that what is missing for us all is that we have not been met;  we have not experienced the love and support that was meant to be ours.  Most people/family/friends that we encounter are not energetically developed thus they are unable to meet us as they are struggling to take form and develop themselves.  The sadness here is that we've been longing and searching for this connection in our lives and turning to feeling that something is wrong or missing within ourselves . . .  and this is not true.

Be brave and walk this labyrinth and experience this beauty for yourself.  This labyrinth is beyond words and is one of my favorites.  It helped me to realize that I'm not alone, and that there is nothing wrong with me.   It helped me shift away from feelings of unworthiness to feeling strong and confident.  The blessings of this labyrinth are endless.  Thank you again to Kiera for bringing this gift to humanity.

Love and support to you all,

Colleen

Soul Self Entry: An Amazing Beginning

Welcome Everyone!

I’d like to share my overall experience with Labyrinth 1 – Soul Self entry.  In all of the pondering I have done over the years regarding our human existence, I never considered where our soul essence actually resides inside of our body.  As I walked this labyrinth I learned to prepare my body as a safe haven for my soul essence to enter and for my energetic development to begin. This labyrinth was the launch of an amazing journey of experiencing the body sensations and laying the foundation for communication with the Universe.   As I walked the labyrinth each day I started to feel different vibrations throughout my body as it began to awaken and communicate with me.  I began to realize how little body energy I had until I walked this labyrinth.  After my many, many years of reading and research, I was surprised to discover how little I understood about my own soul essence and energetic development.

Everyone’s experience is unique and I’ll share one of the many body sensing signals that occurred while walking this labyrinth.  Every time I would have an emotional thought, my left arm would tingle from my elbow down to my wrist communicating to me where I held my emotions.  This lasted for a couple months and eventually the sensation left and a healing was triggered in my body.  Different sensations traveled throughout my body turning on communication and healing as my soul essence took root in my body.  My soul essence and body energy were beginning to communicate with me and I learned how to listen, understand and respond.  What a gift!    I’m currently walking Stage 12 and my body energy continues to expand in awareness and consciousness. 

It is very liberating to know that there is so much more to experience beyond the human information that we’ve been smothered with and to begin to communicate outside of those boundaries. This is an amazing journey that must be experienced and much of the experience is actually beyond words.  I will be forever grateful to Kiera for bringing this gift to the world as it truly benefits every living thing on this planet and beyond.

My love and gratitude to Kiera and my best to everyone who takes the journey.  We have an amazing community to support you, please join us.

With Love . . .  Colleen