Awaken Stage 01 Soul Self Entry

Day 10

In order to have a good relationship beyond who we are, we must first establish a relationship with ourself. Alot of us don't even know what that is because we have never been able to acquire such a thing. I remember many times before I started to energetically develop of crying but I had no idea of why I was crying, I just knew something wasn't right within myself it makes me sad to think that I was so out of relationship with myself that i couldn't determine what was wrong. This Awaken Stage allows our soul to move deep so we can be in body. There are many things that we are not even aware of that keeps our soul from moving in. When we can connect and communicate with our soul essence their is a huge settling that happens, we may find that we can sleep better, or that our anxiousness disipates or even pain in the body goes away.

Today is supported by Aries-Moon Sign, Capricorn-Sun Sign, flux fields , solar winds of earth
 We walk it in relationship to other

Supported today in releasing 3 aspects that are kept in place by the energy of others that keeps us from Soul Self Entry
I open to the starform allowing fear to be released as the starform teaches me! I become aware of my relationships with others that has kept me from my soul self entry.
Releasing the affects of others as I move and walk I am allowed to be with my own body energy. Soul Self Entry is fueled.

As I continue walking my path releasing into the starform I can sense that manipulation of others is one of the energies of others that has  kept me from entering my body. Which makes sense because I have always been manipulated by others in my life!

Becoming aware is huge if we are ever to make change in our life and being able to move past the energies of others that keeps me from soul self entry will allow me to have a true relationship with myself.

          Ever Evolving, Candace

Stage 1 Soul Self Entry

When I first began walking the labyrinth of Stage 1 Soul Self Entry, I had a cognitive idea of what that might mean.  However, it cannot be understood through our typical cognitive process which we attempt to utilize to understand the world around us.  Walking the energetic development stages is a completely different experience than any other, and at first it was confusing as I tried to understand it in a "normal" human way.  I knew, however, that I could trust the process of walking the stages, as my life had already been taking such a transformative journey through  my work with Kiera as her student. The experience of allowing our body to receive our soul essence is a very joyful one; and can also bring up grief about the loss of our ability to do so.  Moving through the stages has facilitated my ability to flow with life's experiences, regardless of the ups and downs of life, and meet them with a calm knowing that I am centered within my own soul essence.  Welcome to the journey!

Awaken Cycle 1

The first time I experienced Soul Self Entry Stage in December of 2011, I felt both excited and nervous. I was not sure what I would experience but I knew I wanted to try.Four years later after walking the stages a few times, my experience with them has become invaluable!
I would like to share day 22, neuro path in the human field corner. The inward path releasing to the 4 winds. In communication with my deep feelings and the 4 winds hear me. Such relief to be able to communicate and feel safe! I take in the 4 winds, they fill my core until I can gather! I have suffered with anxieties most of my life and now I finally find safety!
Welcome! Thank you for allowing me to share my experience with you.

Awaken Cycle 1, Day 15 - Soul Self Entry

Day 15 of the first awaken cycle brought up a lot of strong feelings for me - first of grief, and then as the practice continued, of a deep sense of comfort, rest, and settling.

The support of releasing stress and attachment to past traumas at first led my awareness to lingering "stuck" feelings: grief, pain, and contraction that my system was holding on to, left over from traumas in my life both big and small. As I focused on releasing these through the practice, sensations came up for me, as well as memories, but as I continued listening and working with my breath and the support of Kiera's voice and the statements of intention for the day, the sting started to leave these hurting places, and I began to feel more at ease and at peace.

Around the time that I was going through the midpoint of the first Awaken cycle, I also noticed my digestion starting to improve. I have tended to have intestinal problems and discomfort throughout my life, but at this point, those started getting a lot better.

A lot has changed for me as I've been going through this process of Energetic Development, but I chose day 15 to write about because it was really special to me, and quite profound. It brought me a lot of comfort and peace, and I hope it can bring the same to you.

Awaken Cycle 01 - Soul Self-Entry

 I share with you my experience of walking the labyrinth. This experience, as many are, was one of the moments of finding who I was and how to be with what comes up. Each path is unique as each day is a new experience, keeping me in rhythm, teaching me, as one path builds upon another.

Here is one of my experiences I share with you in Soul Self-Entry:

I sit in my practice, the voice file started, I listen, I’m feeling supported. This path is focusing on the heart as a sensing container and clearing past understanding of the heart - the heart as a pump. I’m finding it’s so ingrained in me. I feel the pressure; the illusion is pressing in on me.  I realize I have not given myself a chance to allow and experience those emotions I have held tightly. I’m feeling paralyzed by my emotions yet I continue the practice. Did I ever think it would be otherwise until now? I open up to the possibility and find I accepted being at my crossroad and there could be another way of understanding it.

I go back and remember being supported as I had in the beginning. I can be with it and still feel the parts of me, my nervousness, my thoughts running. I’m feeling my own resistance. My mind takes a stand - I want so much to move forward and transform. I realize I have not given myself a chance to feel those emotions I have held tightly. I’m feeling paralyzed yet I continue the practice. Then something within me shifts as I listen more intently to Kiera’s voice, and allow the words to wash over me. Now being with the practice I am able to relax in to it. My nervousness melts away as does the tension. I come towards the end of the practice, my thoughts have shifted and now I can allow myself to be with the awaken cycle path I’m in and allow it to teach me.

Since doing the awaken stages my journey of self-discovery, through my soul essence sphere and organized containers has brought me to an incredible place in my life, awakening me to see my paralyzed states that were a stopping point I made in my life. I had put up walls so I didn’t feel, not letting myself connect with my emotions, turning in to a repeating scenario that kept me from experiencing life. My frozen paralyzed states of meeting information over time have shifted. I’m able to experience and be with life, shifting and releasing what has constricted me and held me at bay. I’m finding joy in my changes as I stand and face what’s before me, following the flow in my life.

The meeting and the knowing of who I am and meant to be outweighs the challenges that lay before me. With each cycle walked the stronger I get and what it means to be embodied with organized energy in my containers here on earth between Earth and Sky.

I am grateful to have this opportunity to share my journey in Soul-Self Entry and I welcome and support you in yours.

Denise Bigelow

Awaken Cycle 1, Day 6

   In support of anyone that has chosen to walk also, I'd like to share my experience with you reflecting to you my souls journey of walking and the true life experiences and changes that have occurred due to energetically developing.

Today as I am in the support of the starform I move in charging in the quaderant of relationship to self in the body energy layer of the labrinth as I wait and charge to get as full of sense of myself as I can. Working with each finger as I charge I work with my pinky charging and accepting what the small little movements of the fascia and muscles are reflecting back to me and are teaching me about myself. As I walk I move I am now working with my ring finger charging to better understand what my  body was told about who I am- as I move and work through I sense the information and understand that I feel that I was nothing, sensing the intensity of the emotions I work to release anything that comes forward. Walking and now working with my pointer in communication of the perception about what my body energy is telling me- in my sensing I feel that I'm not worth it as I am with this perception grief fills every part of me releasing grief and allowing my body to be with my sensing as I keep moving and releasing fear of  bodys sense of self I can feel this release and am able to move forward feeling relieved.There is also a knowing and understanding that comes to me and as I relese fear the intesity releases also. Being held in the container of the starform I can sense the support in my feet acknowledging it and allowing the support I sense the surge of support move in my feet up my legs supporting my pelvis and back as I am being supported in this energetic starform it holds me as it supports me in awakening and supporting change. I sense the container and I feel cuddled, safe, and am at ease as I allow my body to communicate to the starform and the starform to communicate to my body.
I have support and am feeling very happy. Even through out the day I acknowledge the starform and again embrace the support knowing change is occurring.

Soul-Self Entry, 1st Energetic Developmental Stage

When I was first introduced to the 13 Energetic Developmental Stages of Humans four years ago, I thought “Where would I find the time to fit one more thing in?” That all changed after I experienced the difference the 1^st Stage made: the 15 minutes a day it took to listen to the download was more than worth it. I haven’t stopped since.  Here is a journal entry from the first time I entered the Soul-Self Entry stage in December 2011.

There is a calm sense of holding onto myself - even in the midst of turmoil - a staying with my core self that has been missing.   In the first few weeks of this cycle I’ve had experiences of staying in flow, grounded, connected to myself, to the containers of the star forms and their energy. I’ve experienced staying steady - moving through long lists of daily tasks - a connection to what is deep within, that exists beyond words.   Essence.  Soul essence.  Amazing. Really. Step by step, moving forward, not being overwhelmed - my thoughts, movements and actions emerging out of connection to self.  A quiet satisfaction, a non-exuberant happiness.  An ability to handle things that my children or family do that might normally pull me out of myself, my connection.  But no, this time I stay put, in the face of provocation.  I’ve wanted this for so long.  After so many decades of different meditation practices, I never thought I could have it.  It’s like entering another way of experiencing life, another way of living, and yet everything around me stays the same.  I get images of us, humans - our soul essence entering the body through which these energies flow, allowing connections and communication across space and time.”

I did not understand so much of what I experienced or what was said that first time through the stage.  Yet, I knew with certainty a few things. Energetic development through the 13 stages was unlike anything else I had known.  No other practice had begun processes in me that continued to cascade over months and years after, where the changes didn’t fade over time but rather rooted more solidly within.      

Thank you for reading and being a part of this journey.    Abbe Grossman

Awaken Cycle 1 - Soul Self Entry Day 5

Day 5:  Walking between two stars and feeling the conflict of moving into our sensing selves.  The first time I went through the Energetic Developmental Stages I just went with whatever I was experiencing.  I didn’t really understand what was said or what I was feeling, if I even was aware of feeling anything.  I do remember appreciating Kiera mentioning, at the end of Day 5 in Awaken – 01, that cognitive understanding of energetic development is not the beginning, it is the last.

Now I am on my third time walking the Stages, currently midway through Stage 5.  Looking back on Stage 1 this time through I had a different experience.  Day 5 in Awaken – 01 is walked in the Sensing Path of the Relationship to Self-Corner.  This time I had information come to me that I had been seeking regarding myself.  It came to me through sensing, just kind of popped into my consciousness.  It felt right and good.  It was really neat to get such a clear answer.

This experience was much different from my first, where I listened and just went with the flow.  I think each person’s experience will be unique to them, whether it be their first, second or more.  Enjoy it is special however you receive it.

Cindy Harris

Awaken Cycle 1, Day 1 – Pure Experience

Welcome to the Awaken Cycle 01 – Journey into Form: Soul Self Entry. One thing I have found helpful during my journey has been to keep an Awaken Cycle journal. I make notes of what Kiera says on the recording for that day and any thoughts that come up during that day.

As I look at my old journals and listen to Day 1, I really connect to what Kiera says when she talks about "pure experience" in terms of your energetic development...Don’t get attached to cognitive container...Pulse between you and star form will change your energetic development inside.

I recall the confusion I had my first time I walked this Awaken Cycle labyrinth. Trying to completely understand everything Kiera was talking about in the recording. But then my sensing took over and I let myself sink into the star form – knowing I needed to let my confusion go and know that it was safe to stop trying to figure everything out with my cognitive brain. All I needed was to relax and connect to the star form and know it was helping me to create change in my life as well as giving me support, healing and teaching me. The thing that grounded me the most during this first day of the first cycle was the deep knowing that what I was doing before this wasn’t working for me so I had to just let go and allow myself to have the "pure experience" of what this Awaken Cycle had to offer me. I am now on my 3rd time through the cycles and so glad I did.

Soul Self Entry: Walking Day 1

On Day 1 I was with the experience of resetting my physical frequency to my soul essence, releasing fear of the abyss, and being with what came up. This experience of walking Day 1 was like a homecoming to me. I could feel my physical body re-syncing to the frequency of my essence. I felt like a tingle in my limbs and a pulse though my core. I remember smiling to myself with joy for this new sensation as I sat in my practice.

Moving through this lunar labyrinth was a warm and nurturing experience, and being with my body felt like the beginning of a new and wonderful relationship. I held myself that day joyful and grateful for taking this first step.

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Welcome to Energetic Development and thank you for joining me in my reflection of my journey through Day 1 of the first developmental stage! It is so sweet to remember my experience and share this exciting day with you. I have since completed Awaken 01 and am now walking Awaken 02: Taking Form and Being Met. As I walk these first two stages my relationship with myself grows and develops in many beautiful ways that I look forward to continue sharing with you here on our Energetic Development blog.

Lovingly, Sarah

Soul Self Entry: An Amazing Beginning

Welcome Everyone!

I’d like to share my overall experience with Labyrinth 1 – Soul Self entry.  In all of the pondering I have done over the years regarding our human existence, I never considered where our soul essence actually resides inside of our body.  As I walked this labyrinth I learned to prepare my body as a safe haven for my soul essence to enter and for my energetic development to begin. This labyrinth was the launch of an amazing journey of experiencing the body sensations and laying the foundation for communication with the Universe.   As I walked the labyrinth each day I started to feel different vibrations throughout my body as it began to awaken and communicate with me.  I began to realize how little body energy I had until I walked this labyrinth.  After my many, many years of reading and research, I was surprised to discover how little I understood about my own soul essence and energetic development.

Everyone’s experience is unique and I’ll share one of the many body sensing signals that occurred while walking this labyrinth.  Every time I would have an emotional thought, my left arm would tingle from my elbow down to my wrist communicating to me where I held my emotions.  This lasted for a couple months and eventually the sensation left and a healing was triggered in my body.  Different sensations traveled throughout my body turning on communication and healing as my soul essence took root in my body.  My soul essence and body energy were beginning to communicate with me and I learned how to listen, understand and respond.  What a gift!    I’m currently walking Stage 12 and my body energy continues to expand in awareness and consciousness. 

It is very liberating to know that there is so much more to experience beyond the human information that we’ve been smothered with and to begin to communicate outside of those boundaries. This is an amazing journey that must be experienced and much of the experience is actually beyond words.  I will be forever grateful to Kiera for bringing this gift to the world as it truly benefits every living thing on this planet and beyond.

My love and gratitude to Kiera and my best to everyone who takes the journey.  We have an amazing community to support you, please join us.

With Love . . .  Colleen