7th Cycle: Being - Soul Solidarity

Started the 7^th Developmental stage today – “Soul Solidarity”. Here is the description (http://energeticdevelopment.org/thecycles.asp#a07) from the website:

“The seventh labyrinth is one stage that must be mastered or our soul will be ever at risk of being led astray. Like the 7th Vortex, this 7th stage is most vulnerable to energetic information that would bind us to something other than soul essence. Humans first bonded to the northern sky, which (for 10,000 years) has made us vulnerable to the loss of our soul solidarity. Walk and claim your connection through soul essence, not a guru, religious philosophy, or popular fad, like drugs, because most don't know or understand the path to energetic being without manipulating the energy.”

I felt very calm and contained when I completed this first day. It’s nice to be reminded that the star form is with us day and night as we are creating change.

  I’ve decided to walk this cycle on the topic of “Completeness”. The definition of Complete is “having all parts or elements; lacking nothing; whole; entire; full”. I like the sound of that and it seems like a good topic for me at this point in my life.

At the end of the recording, Kiera reminds us that as we live in flow, we are creating change day and night and that we should keep an Awaken Cycle Journal as an anchor or record of the journey. This is my third time walking this stage and I always find it interesting to look back at my journals or notes from the first time I walked this stage to see how far I have come or just how differently I see things now.

Awaken Cycle 6, Day 5 - Reflective Relationship

Kiera talks about how we all have a part of ourselves we reflect and put out there; separate from us like the moon separated from earth that circles us and reflects back.

I feel the support of the star form. This is my third time through this stage, I recall the first and second time I did this stage – the part that was orbiting me was a very critical and unloving part of myself. The reflection that is there now feels like a more pure reflection of who I am and definitely is not critical. I think in the past I was caught up in my cognitive brain trying to make sense of what was happening to me at the time.  It was very difficult at the time to receive the reflection and I felt a lot of grief coming up. My experience this time feels more calm, grounded and solid. I have a calm knowing and sense there is not as much distortion in my reflection.

Awaken Cycle 5, Day 1 - Passion Seeds of Transformation

Kiera speaks of permission to have our hearts desire and the energy to transform whatever we need to transform in order to obtain it. In order to do this we first begin to clear. She talks about how often times our hearts desire has been twisted, morphed or changed by coming into contact with many things.

We first focus on releasing loss of belief that your essence can obtain your heart’s desire. Hearing the words wash over me this hits home as I have often experienced this loss of belief due to the many times I’ve tried so hard to do different things in my life in order to achieve my perceived heart’s desire that I lose the belief that it is possible.

Feels healing very healing as I listen to this and sink into the star form. I try not to focus too much on what was twisted and altered on a cognitive level and just release. Feel very calm by the end of listening to day of the 5^th cycle. 

Awaken Cycle 4, Day 10

Sharing my experience of Day 10 for Awaken Cycle 4...

 Kiera talks about what a difference a day makes. Shifting from Body energy path to relationship to others can be a difficult shift as we are more under literal meaning of cancer of the crab (cancer) was crushed under Hercules foot. Know the energy in the star form will move you through the day and allow you to avoid being crushed (figuratively and literally) by your relationship to others. She talks about what a difference a day makes – how we’ve all experienced a day where one day you are on top of the world and the next we’ve completely failed at what we were doing. This often happens when the energetic days line up like this. Kiera assures us contained in the star form we will move through and not be crushed.

Hearing these words wash over me, I relate to what she says about being on top of the world one day and come crashing down the next. I think often we aren’t aware of this influence that others can have on us on an energetic level. I feel how supportive the star form is and know I need to keep releasing any resistance to staying in the star form 24/7. Feeling the star form support my perception and how it allows us to move to a different position before being crushed by the movement of others.

Awaken Cycle 3 – Day 2

Just sharing my experience of one day – Day 2 of Awaken Cycle 3:

Kiera begins the day stating that - “the energies call us to master the day.… Master not being caught by the stress of our own self-perception. Or the self-perception that causes us stress. And in that stress - not grabbing the rope that we think will save us but will only pull us under.”

That last phrase catches my attention as looking back I think that has happened to me many times before. I release fear and feel the support of the star form. I feel strong as if I am swimming in the paths as Kiera suggested.

I feel a pain moving through my left arm from elbow to fingers. I work on releasing. By the end of the recording, it’s just a dull pain in my fingers. I know that as I stay in the star form throughout the day this will continue to dissipate. 

Awaken Cycle 2 - Day 10

Sharing my experience for Day 10 - Awaken Cycle 2: Taking Form and Being Met

Yesterday we got a seed of growth during the practice on Day 9. Today is day 10 and we walk in the human field corner – sensing path.

Star form and Taurus supports me to hold on to what we have sensed. Knowing I’m creating what I want in the human field.

This has been a struggle for me in the past. I have had the experience of trying to create  something in my life and no matter how I tried to create it nothing happened. I knew something must have been happening on a deeper level and that's what drew me to the awaken cycles.

Kiera states that it’s okay if you don’t understand all these cognitive associations with the energy flows today they are still awakening and connecting you. 

This is comforting to hear as I find this path to bring up a lot of emotions and I feel very heavy but I come out of this day’s path knowing I’m more at the core than hurt and alone-ness. Sensing is our birthright and I won’t give it up because of the human field as there is more to me than hurt.

Awaken Cycle 1, Day 1 – Pure Experience

Welcome to the Awaken Cycle 01 – Journey into Form: Soul Self Entry. One thing I have found helpful during my journey has been to keep an Awaken Cycle journal. I make notes of what Kiera says on the recording for that day and any thoughts that come up during that day.

As I look at my old journals and listen to Day 1, I really connect to what Kiera says when she talks about "pure experience" in terms of your energetic development...Don’t get attached to cognitive container...Pulse between you and star form will change your energetic development inside.

I recall the confusion I had my first time I walked this Awaken Cycle labyrinth. Trying to completely understand everything Kiera was talking about in the recording. But then my sensing took over and I let myself sink into the star form – knowing I needed to let my confusion go and know that it was safe to stop trying to figure everything out with my cognitive brain. All I needed was to relax and connect to the star form and know it was helping me to create change in my life as well as giving me support, healing and teaching me. The thing that grounded me the most during this first day of the first cycle was the deep knowing that what I was doing before this wasn’t working for me so I had to just let go and allow myself to have the "pure experience" of what this Awaken Cycle had to offer me. I am now on my 3rd time through the cycles and so glad I did.