Awaken Cycle 2

STAGE 2 DAY 13  IN RELATIONSHIP TO OTHERS WITH SOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE HAS LED TO ANXIETIES FOR ME. IF THERE WAS ANY STRESS IN IT, I ALWAYS FELT THE NEED TO BALANCE THINGS. BUT MY ANXIOUS NEED FOR EVERYONE TO GET ALONG HAS LED ME DOWN THE PATH TO MAKE IT RIGHT INSTEAD OF TO LET IT BALANCE. I NOW UNDERSTAND I CAUSED ANXIETIES FOR MYSELF TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT INSTEAD OF BEING MET.
DAY 13 IS IN MOON SIGN OF CANCER, RELATIONSHIP TO OTHERS IN NEURAL BALANCING. BREATHING INTO THE HIPPOCAMPUS, THIS IS THE CENTER OF THE BRAIN REGULATING BALANCE OF SEROTONIN. CANCER ENERGY OF WATER, SWIRLING AROUND HIPPOCAMPUS. THE TUNING FORK SUPPORTS ME IN SEEING THE FAULTY PERCEPTION OF OTHERS. I PERCEIVE WHAT IS. THE TUNING FORK POINTS THE WAY TO TRUE PERCEPTION. RELEASE THE NEED TO DO IT RIGHT TO BE IN BALANCE.
IN REFLECTIVE RELATIONSHIP,
SHERRY

Awaken 02-Energetic Development Stage Taking Form and Being Met

My relationship with my mom has always been a difficult one for me to understand. So I decided to bite down on this one and walk this labrynth with the issue about the way my mom treats me. As I began in the entrance I was able to see a picture of my mom and I when I was 10-12yrs of age. Something tramatic happened to me at that time and this has been an issue with me ever since because I was never met with what I needed in order to move through it and heal. Needing healing and understanding I move through the labrynth. I would like to share Day 9 with you because this is the day that the Labrynth brought something to me that has since blossomed and has recently allowed me to know who I Am and stand in my truth.

 Day 9:   Today I am with the First Quarter Moon -Growth
              Contained in the starform and supported by Taurus Sign I'm with the tuning fork aspect of Taurus,
              As we walk this day we will hoen in literally on a seed of growth this will occur on our walking if                   we are conscious of it or not and the seed will come to us and at some point manifest.
              Walking and being in relationship to body energy states, in the body sensing path, in relationship
              to  other anchoring deep and being with me.
               Adjusting  and keeping my sensing in the face of other,communicating with other my sensing                          position, With the tuning fork of Taurus keeping me with my sensing even tho others energy                          disrupts.
              My sensing continues to create Who I Am , My sensing position is.
              I release my grief of loss of connection
              My seed of growth comes to me
              Sensing, Seeing and Knowing that my seed is coming
             Releasing Grief as I move and walk
             Supported in the star form and Moon cycle to gather my growth down in the deep sensing aisle                    relationship to other,
             With myself in relationship to other , Using my practice to release grief throughout the day.
       As I energetically develop by walking these Labrynths they allow me to know and move into Who I             Am. Receiving the energy of each and everyday as I walk supports me in no other way possible and the      development allows for me to stand in the face of others while holding and sensing my true self.
                                                                                 In Pulse Relationship,
                                                                                                         Candace
           

Second Labyrinth: Taking Form and Being Met - Day 27

Coming into today's practice, I felt a great deal of what I would have understood at another point in my life as "Depression" - a sadness without particular content, which was attaching itself to everything from my relationship to my professional life.

In this practice, the first shift in this experience came in the lead-in part of the practice, releasing down intrusion on my body energy by the human field with the inhale. I felt myself and my body letting go of some kind of collapsing inward pressure that I was not aware up until this practice. The heaviness of the experience began to depart, and I noticed a sense of relief taking the place of the sadness that I had been feeling.

The second shift to this experience came during the walking of the inward body energy path in the human field corner. With the pause of the breath working with body energy changing from contraction to pulse, there was an additional relaxation. Then, working with pulsing out to meet with the inhale, and in to meet with the exhale, I felt a sense of coming into a place of relationship, and the departure of a sense of isolation and withdrawal from others that had accompanied by earlier feeling.

Overall, my experience of today's practice was a sense of being freed from the trapped form of contraction that I came to see as my natural inward pulse having been imposed upon by human field intrusion and turned into collapse. I felt the sense of leaving that form, and entering into a capacity for more pulse - inward AND outward - in order to meet both self and world. I started to see the inward pulse (including a deep inward pulse) as something distinct from inward, stuck, collapse. I could see the deep inward pulse as part of the journey, that when protected and contained from intrusion would lead me into a deeper inward meeting, as part of the inward-outward pulse-relationship of being Met.

In body,
Dan

Awaken - 02

Taking Form and Being Met

Wow, just the name of this stage means so much.  Doing this Stage for me involved a lot of growth and emotions.  Feeling the energy develop more and more within my body was a very special.  The sense of having my soul essence met was wonderful.  Both felt really great. 

Being met also brought up a great deal of emotions for me.  Emotions of not being met living in the human field.  Emotions from my soul essence not being met growing up.  Some were also concerning current relationships, which makes sense since we are still living in the human field. 

Receiving an energetic healing really helped me heal and get the most from this Stage, Taking Form and Being Met.

Awaken Cycle 02 Taking Form and Being Met

Nourishing our neural transmitters – Sharing a small snippet of day 20, walking the neural layer in relationship to others, starts with releasing of grasping, groping, clawing for something. Then balancing with - experience enough.

In all honesty I found grasping and groping for something has set the pace of my life. I had been with this for so long it just seemed like it was a natural thing to do until I listened to this awaken cycle. I saw myself trying to gain an outlook, or a place I wanted to be, not comfortable with just being with enough. I never thought of this as something as out of balance until I walked this labyrinth and experienced a calming within to be with enough.

Being with this experience over time continues to bring to my awareness my thoughts rallying into an overly excited expression, or obsessive thinking. This awaken cycle has supported me to allow my thoughts to focus. The outlines of the unnatural forced thoughts fading, feeling my edges softening into my outlook on life. This further strengthens me holding my inner space, sharpening my sensing to who I am in relationship to others.

Awaken 02

Each time I listen to the 2^nd Stage daily downloads (Awaken 02) I sense my neurotransmitters balancing: serotonin, GABA, norepinephrine, dopamine coming into balance, creating a state of pleasure, a steady pulse, and an even keel to my energetic and emotional state.  It’s like the pleasure of having had a great workout followed by a hot tub and massage: awake, alert, relaxed. These real time benefits could last a few hours or days -- depending.   The unseen ones are harder to describe. 

I have found no commonly established English words to convey my experience of “being met.”  While being met encompasses the feelings of being ‘seen,’ ‘loved,’ and acknowledged, it is so much more than that.  A deep healing and satisfaction in my relationships occurs as I energetically develop the ability to feel another person deeply getting, sensing, seeing and being with the core of me, the essence of my being.   Energetic development is like becoming an energetic grown up.   It changes how we think and perceive life.  When people in my life act or speak without consideration, I am more likely to see their words and actions for what they are - less likely to fall into emotional traps based on misperceptions.  All my relationships have transformed as I experience the Being Met stage of energetic development.   

Awaken 2 - Being Met

Hello All,

Awaken 2 is one of the most beautiful and emotional experiences combined.  I think most of us have been exposed to some self doubt, dislike, unworthiness, or whatever form it takes while growing up and experiencing the world and those in it.  The beauty of Awaken 2 helps us learn that what is missing for us all is that we have not been met;  we have not experienced the love and support that was meant to be ours.  Most people/family/friends that we encounter are not energetically developed thus they are unable to meet us as they are struggling to take form and develop themselves.  The sadness here is that we've been longing and searching for this connection in our lives and turning to feeling that something is wrong or missing within ourselves . . .  and this is not true.

Be brave and walk this labyrinth and experience this beauty for yourself.  This labyrinth is beyond words and is one of my favorites.  It helped me to realize that I'm not alone, and that there is nothing wrong with me.   It helped me shift away from feelings of unworthiness to feeling strong and confident.  The blessings of this labyrinth are endless.  Thank you again to Kiera for bringing this gift to humanity.

Love and support to you all,

Colleen

Awaken Cycle 2 - Day 10

Sharing my experience for Day 10 - Awaken Cycle 2: Taking Form and Being Met

Yesterday we got a seed of growth during the practice on Day 9. Today is day 10 and we walk in the human field corner – sensing path.

Star form and Taurus supports me to hold on to what we have sensed. Knowing I’m creating what I want in the human field.

This has been a struggle for me in the past. I have had the experience of trying to create  something in my life and no matter how I tried to create it nothing happened. I knew something must have been happening on a deeper level and that's what drew me to the awaken cycles.

Kiera states that it’s okay if you don’t understand all these cognitive associations with the energy flows today they are still awakening and connecting you. 

This is comforting to hear as I find this path to bring up a lot of emotions and I feel very heavy but I come out of this day’s path knowing I’m more at the core than hurt and alone-ness. Sensing is our birthright and I won’t give it up because of the human field as there is more to me than hurt.