Awaken Cycle 2

STAGE 2 DAY 13  IN RELATIONSHIP TO OTHERS WITH SOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE HAS LED TO ANXIETIES FOR ME. IF THERE WAS ANY STRESS IN IT, I ALWAYS FELT THE NEED TO BALANCE THINGS. BUT MY ANXIOUS NEED FOR EVERYONE TO GET ALONG HAS LED ME DOWN THE PATH TO MAKE IT RIGHT INSTEAD OF TO LET IT BALANCE. I NOW UNDERSTAND I CAUSED ANXIETIES FOR MYSELF TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT INSTEAD OF BEING MET.
DAY 13 IS IN MOON SIGN OF CANCER, RELATIONSHIP TO OTHERS IN NEURAL BALANCING. BREATHING INTO THE HIPPOCAMPUS, THIS IS THE CENTER OF THE BRAIN REGULATING BALANCE OF SEROTONIN. CANCER ENERGY OF WATER, SWIRLING AROUND HIPPOCAMPUS. THE TUNING FORK SUPPORTS ME IN SEEING THE FAULTY PERCEPTION OF OTHERS. I PERCEIVE WHAT IS. THE TUNING FORK POINTS THE WAY TO TRUE PERCEPTION. RELEASE THE NEED TO DO IT RIGHT TO BE IN BALANCE.
IN REFLECTIVE RELATIONSHIP,
SHERRY

Awaken 02-Energetic Development Stage Taking Form and Being Met

My relationship with my mom has always been a difficult one for me to understand. So I decided to bite down on this one and walk this labrynth with the issue about the way my mom treats me. As I began in the entrance I was able to see a picture of my mom and I when I was 10-12yrs of age. Something tramatic happened to me at that time and this has been an issue with me ever since because I was never met with what I needed in order to move through it and heal. Needing healing and understanding I move through the labrynth. I would like to share Day 9 with you because this is the day that the Labrynth brought something to me that has since blossomed and has recently allowed me to know who I Am and stand in my truth.

 Day 9:   Today I am with the First Quarter Moon -Growth
              Contained in the starform and supported by Taurus Sign I'm with the tuning fork aspect of Taurus,
              As we walk this day we will hoen in literally on a seed of growth this will occur on our walking if                   we are conscious of it or not and the seed will come to us and at some point manifest.
              Walking and being in relationship to body energy states, in the body sensing path, in relationship
              to  other anchoring deep and being with me.
               Adjusting  and keeping my sensing in the face of other,communicating with other my sensing                          position, With the tuning fork of Taurus keeping me with my sensing even tho others energy                          disrupts.
              My sensing continues to create Who I Am , My sensing position is.
              I release my grief of loss of connection
              My seed of growth comes to me
              Sensing, Seeing and Knowing that my seed is coming
             Releasing Grief as I move and walk
             Supported in the star form and Moon cycle to gather my growth down in the deep sensing aisle                    relationship to other,
             With myself in relationship to other , Using my practice to release grief throughout the day.
       As I energetically develop by walking these Labrynths they allow me to know and move into Who I             Am. Receiving the energy of each and everyday as I walk supports me in no other way possible and the      development allows for me to stand in the face of others while holding and sensing my true self.
                                                                                 In Pulse Relationship,
                                                                                                         Candace
           

Second Labyrinth: Taking Form and Being Met - Day 27

Coming into today's practice, I felt a great deal of what I would have understood at another point in my life as "Depression" - a sadness without particular content, which was attaching itself to everything from my relationship to my professional life.

In this practice, the first shift in this experience came in the lead-in part of the practice, releasing down intrusion on my body energy by the human field with the inhale. I felt myself and my body letting go of some kind of collapsing inward pressure that I was not aware up until this practice. The heaviness of the experience began to depart, and I noticed a sense of relief taking the place of the sadness that I had been feeling.

The second shift to this experience came during the walking of the inward body energy path in the human field corner. With the pause of the breath working with body energy changing from contraction to pulse, there was an additional relaxation. Then, working with pulsing out to meet with the inhale, and in to meet with the exhale, I felt a sense of coming into a place of relationship, and the departure of a sense of isolation and withdrawal from others that had accompanied by earlier feeling.

Overall, my experience of today's practice was a sense of being freed from the trapped form of contraction that I came to see as my natural inward pulse having been imposed upon by human field intrusion and turned into collapse. I felt the sense of leaving that form, and entering into a capacity for more pulse - inward AND outward - in order to meet both self and world. I started to see the inward pulse (including a deep inward pulse) as something distinct from inward, stuck, collapse. I could see the deep inward pulse as part of the journey, that when protected and contained from intrusion would lead me into a deeper inward meeting, as part of the inward-outward pulse-relationship of being Met.

In body,
Dan